its [ME] again :]

alrite!ive been having mood swings n im pissing myself off.wait.is tat possible?hahahaa.okayy i feel dumb.heh.anyway was talking to some ppl on the phone.sorreh yeah?hurmm.my darling doggies are running ard.gretchen went to the vet today,to get her ears flushed out.hope she din suffer too much mann.hurmm.im all ALONE at hme.its so shiok!hahaa.yeah blasting the music n all.hahahs.quite upset today actually.very tiring to be upset mann.ha.wells,not everyday tat i vent anger on my bed.hahahs.if u know wat i mean.haa.wells.i'm not really looking forward to going back to school after the looong weekend.for various reasons.haiz.i keep sighing.its so irritating!niway,there's alot going on btwn alot of ppl.alotta freak shiat going ard.bullshit tat shouldnt be said.things tat shouldnt be blurted out.actuaaly,bitchy-ness shouldnt exist.its sad how ppl are so petty?sometimes i wonder if ppl really know wat they're talking abt wen they say mean things,or if they know its hurting someone.i REALLY wonder.i wonder if anyone cares abt each others feelings anymore.ppl are so negative now adays.its kinda irritating.u know wen u always hafta be the positive one within ur friends?its tiring.ive given tat role up willingly.so good luck to those hoo've gotten tat role within ur clique.its hard shit.u'll realise how much shit u go thru for ur friends.n it sure feels like shit wen they don appreciate it..it feels realli bad.u'll be like "fuckshit.dey don care??"well.tats all i gotta say abt the shit of life.kinda negative i know..told u i was having mood swings.hahas.wells tats all folks.much love.

.BEAUTIFUL SOUL.
i don't want jus a pretty face,
don't want jus anyone 'ta hold,
don't want my love to go to waste.
i want yo[u] and yo[u]r beautiful soul.
yo[u]r THE ONE i wanna chase,
yo[u]r THE ONE i wanna hold,
don't want another minute to go to waste.
i want yo[u] and yo[u]r beautiful soul!


-where do i stand with yo[u]?-
As if the sea took me under and,
the waves swept me away,
i feel so out of place.
The clouds come thru to a rainy day,
but your still here never to frey.
This is how the world goes by,
never knowing,
but i have to try.
I hope your here the nxt time around,for me to love,
look forward to and surround.

i hope yo[u] like it.
frm [me] to yo u.
-inked